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since i updated this thing. geeze.

well...

i am single now.  im trying to just hang out with the ladies (hurray i finally found females that arent shitty!) and some new people im just starting to get to know.

im just done with all the drama of the past year, and everyone that has brought it on. its time to grow up people.

going back to seattle central in the fall. so stoked. on the other hand, anyone want to just pack up and move to san diego? funny thing is, im only half joking.

looking for a new roomate! possibly beki and heather, still gotta go looking though. maybe just my own studio but somewhere downtown. garret has a rad ass studio in belltown. hmmmmm.

the past year has been so hard but so amazing. shitty shitty shitty things have happened, but ive learned so much from all of it that i cant say i regret it all. i love my friends and the direction my life will be taking in the next few months.

other than that... CALL  ME! i miss everyone. and its summer, which means bbqs the beach and roadtrips. my new number is 206.999.5270




love love love
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I love Jamie. that is all there is to it. she is amazing.

but i dont like not hanging out with anybody... that makes me sad :(

still nothing about my car yet... which means i still dont have one

i need to get drunk more... with people i havent seen in a while... so bascially i need to go up to western one weekend... anyone going soon? god that sounds so bad

Been qatchign alot of UFC lately with dave. at first i didnt like it, but you get used to it and get to know the people and what not. its actually fun. i am dreading daves first fight though :/

had i talk with dave and his mom last night about masons. that was interesting. its so weird to hear people talk about things that you either have no idea about, or beleive something completely different. actually, i just dont know what i beleive. and i dont think there is anything wrong with that.</P>
i miss people from highschool. how sad is that. i miss just seeing everyone, there are SO many people i dont talk to anymore... AH i dont like it.

i just want peace...

( PICTURES )

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other than the fact that i dont have my CAR or my PHONE... things have been going really good

dave has been great... we're going to spend the weekend with my sister in spokane since he has a show out there this weekend anyways... friday through monday we'll be there I think... hurray

so i really want my septum pierced.....

i leave in a month and half... i cant even believe it. i have to start packing.... but come december or january... things might get a lot better down there ;) eh well we'll see about that...

she is right... love is VERY different with every person... you cant compare one love with another... not that one love is anymore or any less than another... they are just completely different... which is actually very good... i wouldnt have this any other way

i'm so excited for this weekend

and the more and more i think about it, the more and more i am excited for LA... even though there are so many people i have to leave up here... it is going to be so amazing. i cant wait

the wenatchee show was fun... hurray for much needed road trips

"uh i could so go for a lumberjack slam right now" HAHAHA oh my god... that was fucking hysterical

still havent talked to john... cool... i think we lost it on graduation night when i played pool with ryan... i think he got really mad at me for that... well johnny boy, i do hope to see you atleast once before i leave

wow, for once i actually wrote stuff in here

so my day was really shitty yesterday, i dont really know why exactly, it jsut was... but you made it better!

guess thats all for now... jklsdfhvkjagh;lg

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hmm where to start??

this weekend was amazing.... even though i got my car taken away for the week.... went to Dave's g-mas pool on sunday... that was so much fun, and his sister Ashlyn is just awesome. So is he...

we spend pretty much all day every day together...

girls night/ nicoles b-day was MUCH NEEDED... so was my day with Melissa... GOD i love you

sammi and i are.... ok now... there are bigger problems in the world, but we wont be what we were before

i miss you sig... and taylor... feel like i havent seen you guys forever

new myspace blog... explained a lot of how i have been feeling

the Red Light show on Satuday night... was... i dont even know how to explain it

anyways... i dotn feel like writing a whole bunch of shit right now

( pictures as always )

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 the perfect ending to the perfect day.... the sunset at Golden Gardens with Dave

( the rest of the day.... )

all in all the past while has been amazing. i have done all i can about a certain situation. its not my problem anymore.

oh i finally completed one of my goals from sophomore year.... I SWAM IN A PUBLIC FOUNTAIN!! the one right outside of red robin/macys at BellSquare! Madison would be proud..... it was the funniest thing ever... there is ONE picture, and Danny has it, I will get it from him eventually

we're painting sammi's room tomorrow! yessssss

melissa i miss you

dave you make me smile

everyone else who i have been with... i love you

everyone i havent seen in a while.... I MISS YOU

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I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned!
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately

So I dont know what is going on this weekend now, and I am goign to be really bummed if it doesnt work out. FINALLY someone who likes to dance as much as I do. Thats all I wanted! Then I find it, and I'm forbidden from it. I can respect the reasoning tho. Still a BIG BUMMER.

We are writing Epstolary Poems in english. I have decided to write one to everyone who is close to me. Ryan, Kat, Katie, Melissa, My parents, Baker, Jason, just a ton of people. There are so many thing i want to say to people, and with graduation and me leaving, now seems like the perfect time.

I think we need our time apart right now. I love you very much. I miss you too, please dont beleive anythign other than that. But right now we really need our space, to mend, before we can be close again, and I do want that very badly, but it is too soon. You are incredibly important to me, and I dont want to lose you. But this is what we BOTH need right now.

Anyone want to hit up Jamba or starbucks tomorrow at like 7:30? OOO or the Lyons den? I need to work on my poems and just relax... ahhhh.

Yay for Katie M and Celeste this weekend!

I forgot to mention the bonfire we had sunday night! And how Melissa and I fell in love twice at Folk Life! AND how I am getting my lip peirced on June 10.. anyone wanna come with me? I'm sacred... hahah

hmmmm what else is there to say?

I love life right now. Things are actually going pretty good. Some stuff is really hard. I am pretty much completely checked out of school. YEAH. But I know that the worst is over, adn its just a matter of time before all of the wounds are healed. I love my friends and everyone in my life. I am having so much fun, and I am TRULY happy right now. Thats the first time I have been able to say that in a long time.

God that seems cheesy, but I really dont care.

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friday: skipped school of course, went to denny beach with Bram, Pat, Jason, and Riley. Ran into Megz, Tara and Chan. That was fun, hurray for frisbee. Found out Ryan is a criminal, that was awkward, oh well. Hope everything works out. Got everythign ready for prom with Melissa after that.

OMG SATURDAY

So I got up and went ot the gym super early, then rushed to my hair apt, which I almost missed, with all of the best girls! Awkward experience while I was eating, but whatev. Then Melissa and I went and got Mani/Pedi's where we saw Ms McGee! So funny. That was amazing tho. Then rushed back to my house, finished my dress, did melissa's makeup, Gin and Chan came and go theirs done too. I was runnign SO LATE. I ended up meeting my group at the school for pictures in my boxers and a beater, with my dress in one arm. I def changed there, and changed back out of it before we left for katies. Then bram and I stopped by Melissa's to help ehr get her dress on. Pictures at katies by the lake were PERFECT. OMG they are beautiful. It was fun too. HTne we headed to Marcus's house for more pictures and to be picked up by the limo! HURRAY! That was tight. Bad idea lettign stitch and john have the seat with all the controls. Everybody looked SO beautiful! SO fun. BITCH.. thats def what it said on our window. HAHAHA. DInner was straight up amazing. Those mashed potatoes, OH MY GOD. The calamari adn the tentacles FREAKED ME OUT.&nbsp;Amazingly beautiful tho.&nbsp;Then surprise surpirse! John's dad paid for our dinner, the waiter brought us our receipt and&nbsp; said "youre taken care of" That was tight. Then we headed to prom. Standing out of the limo... Oh wow. The ticket experience was weird, but I LOVE MELISSA!

Once we got inside... I went crazy! I had the best tiem ever. Me and Bram had a total blast, everyoen looked SO gorgeous. Macarena with DJ! Bouncing around with Celeste. The train. AND DANCING WITH RUDY. that was hot. that is all there is to say. Jason and Ken showed up! THat was SO amazing. Unexpected!&nbsp;EMP was the tightest place ever for prom.The last half hour was the best. If Melissa would have been there for the graduation song, we def would have cried, so I'm glad you left before we did!

Afterwards, we drove around, sprawled out in the limo, and went up to the hill on Queen Anne that looked over the city. SO COOL. Cute picture from it too. Then we went back to Katie's, got our cars, and headed to Kat's. THAT WAS FUN. Bob meldolf? WHAT!. When did you get here?!?! OMG. THe toilet? Cuddling :)

Didnt go to sleep until about 5. Went to Denny's at 11, then back to Kat's to sleep til 5. Yeah. THe Idaho boys were funny, I must admit. jack at jasons. HURRAY.

Yesterday: FOLK LIFE WITH MELISSA!!! SO FREAKIN COOL. Our Henna Tattoos are amazing. Def gonna be my permanent one. The cross dressers? And our beautiful jewelry! Then we hung out with RUDY. Yes for Jamba! Then home to clean.

OMG Rudy I cannot wait until saturday. Damn straight we are official dance partners. Tightest thing ever. Haggered? How many times can you say that? Counting down the days.... and then we are going every weekend. King and Queen of the dance floor. Youre way tight.

"shes easy"  thats funny shit

Doing SO MUCH BETTER! I am having so much fun. And I am so happy, all the time!

Laugh Happy

you and i collide

( prom pictures of course... )

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there were so many fewer questions when stars were still just the holes to heaven

mhmmmm

that about sums it up right there

coffee and frisbee with riley today... yay